I know little about you, less than I would like after 31 years. We both made the decision to keep our distance. Not all the time but certainly most of the time. Though I feel you had more of an opportunity from looking outside in.
Sure, there is always tomorrow and maybe we have tried, more so as of late.
I think it scares you by how much I resemble you. I think it scares you by how much I resemble the family you left behind.
The World can be a scary place.